Mach die Musik lauter. lauter. LAUTER. damit du deine eigenen Gedanken nicht mehr hören musst.

Du enttäuscht mich.

I'm happy to have you home <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_U5Y5r__0N0
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

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:)

I saw a friend of mine the other day,
and he told me that my eyes were gleamin'.
Oh I said I had been away, and he knew,
oh he knew the depths I was meanin'.
And it felt so good to see his face,
or the comfort invested in my soul.
Oh to feel the warmth of a smile,
when he said "I'm happy to have you home."

You changed, you know. But it's okay, I'll change too.


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Hey,don't write yourself off yet
it's only in your head you feel left out
or looked down on
just do your best
do everything you can
don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

kind of

It's amazing what a smile can hide.

"I spent my time watchin' the spaces that have grown between us.
And I cut my mind on second best or the scars that come with the greeness.
And I gave my eyes to the boredom, still the seabed wouldn't let me in,
and I tried my best to embrace the darkness in which I swim.
Oh the darkness in which I swim.

I'm walkin' back down this mountain
with the strength of a turnin' tide
Oh the winds so soft on my skin,
The sun so hard upon my side.
Oh lookin' out at this happiness,
I search for between the sheets.
Oh feelin' blind and realize,
All I was searchin' for was me.
Ooo all I was searchin' for was me.

Keep your head up, keep your heart strong.
No, no, no, no.
Keep your mind set, keep your hair long.
Oh my darlin' keep your head up, keep your heart strong.
Oh no no, keep your mind set in your ways, keep your hair,
Keep your hair long.
'Cause I'll always remember you the same,
oh eyes like wild flowers, with your demons of change.

I saw a friend of mine the other day,
and he told me that my eyes were gleamin'.
Oh I said I had been away, and he knew,
oh he knew the depths I was meanin'.
And it felt so good to see his face,
or the comfort invested in my soul.
Oh to feel the warmth of a smile,
when he said "I'm happy to have you home."
Ooh I'm happy to have ya home."

"Without you I am all right,
I love my life today,
but I love you so much more.
Somebody say when the fight is over,
my heart is all burned
and nothing can ease the pain.
I'm falling into something I'm scared,
it's all about her and I can't believe myself,
I behave like little girls – it's unfair!
When will this fairytale get easy,
when will this doubt disappear from my head?
I took the spoon off my cup,
like you always do,
'cause it means bad luck in love.
It's been the day of my life,
but I'm thinking of you.
I seem to miss someone."

People always leave

So if your life flashed before you
What would you wish you would've done
Yeah... gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
Gotta live like we're dying
We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we're dying
And if your plane fell out of the skies
Who would you call with your last goodbyes
Should be so careful who we live out our lives
So when we long for absolution
There'll no one on the line

The girl with the broken smile

Remember when we were best friends? Do you remember?
I do.
But I don't want to remember. I just want to live. Now, without thinking of the past. Just you & me, everyday.

"Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
That never came.
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lying on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late
You found me,
In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, and who I want to be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me.
Early morning
The city breaks
I've been calling
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
You never sent me no letters."

You should know that I could use somebody...

Waiting for a call which will never come

I heard that your dreams came true.

Take a look at yourself in a mirror who do you see looking back? Is it the person you want to be? Or is there someone else you were meant to be the person you were meant to be but fell short of? Is someone telling you you can't or won't? Because you can. Believe that love is out there. Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do. Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family and the quiet nobility of leading a good life. Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do. Believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do. So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy because you deserve to be. Believe that. And believe that dreams come true every day. Because they do.

Someone said you had your tatoo removed

Achso, alles klar, weiß ich bescheid.

One in a million.

"Gone away are the golden days. And just a page in my diary. So here I am a utopian citizen. I’m, I'm still convinced.. There's no such thing as idealism Memories they're following me like a shadow now, And I'm dreamin' Cause I've already suffered the fever of disbelief. I've seen your act. And I know all the facts. I'm still in love with who I wish you were. It ain't hard to see, Who you are underneath. I'm still in love with who I wish you were, And I wish you were here."

Das Schwere am Abschied nehmen ist, dass man es jeden Tag auf's Neue tun muss.

Maybe I was wrong, Maybe I was looking in all the wrong places. Maybe I was wrong, Maybe I was searching in all the wrong places. Maybe I was wrong, Maybe I was looking in all the wrong faces. Maybe I was wrong, Maybe I was searching in all the wrong places.

Lieber gemeinsam verlieren als alleine gewinnen

It's too cold for angels to fly.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJ42_Zjfmsc&feature=autoplay&list=FLOTulC-yymjxZI5SJ3VAG3g&lf=plpp_video&playnext=1

"Wenn Leben aus der Dunkelheit auf dich zugestürzt kommt,… wen willst du an deiner Seite haben, wenn du dich damit auseinandersetzt? Wird es jemand sein, dem du vertraust? Wird derjenige weise sein? Und wird ihre Liebe zu dir ihnen helfen, dich im Licht zu führen, oder werden sie in der Dunkelheit vom Weg abkommen? Werden sie großmütige Entscheidungen treffen, oder wird diese Person jemand ungeprüftes sein — jemand neues? Das Leben kommt aus der Dunkelheit auf einen zugestürzt. Wenn das geschieht, gibt es dann jemanden in deinem Leben, auf den zu zählen kannst? Jemand der auf dich aufpasst, wenn du strauchelst und fällst? Und dir in diesem Augenblick die Kraft gibt dich deinen Ängsten allein zu stellen?"

Ich hab gesucht, aber es gibt niemanden der dich ersetzt.

Ab und an frag ich mich, denkst du manchmal an mich? Und wenn du es tust, was denkst du? Vermisst du mich so, wie ich dich vermisse?

I call your number twice But it rang and rang. Love long distance, Is testing me trying my patients, I need more of your assistance now.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it, I had hoped you'd see my face, And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over. :/

Where is a friend when you need one?

Ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich mein eigenes Leben verpasse, jetzt wo du fort bist. Es gibt so viele Dinge, die ich mit dir zusammen erleben möchte, aber alleine verlieren sie irgendwie an Bedeutung. Ich möchte mein Leben mit dir teilen und nicht nur dir die Fotos vom Erlebten schicken. Ich möchte, dass du mein Erlebnis bist ;)